Just Try:

Don't you sometime wonder what is out there, outside of this walls. The walls that you made, just to protect yourself from anyone. Do you give your self a chance in life or you just use your mask and cover while you just here and see, but don't feel?...

CLASSROOM:

In the classroom, I'm sitting in my chair, listening to the class, go on and on. My classmates come and go, and me, not even moving, I just knew that my mind wasn't there. A friend of mine comes and starts talking to me, and I looked at his eyes and think "Am I saying this things because I want to or is because I'm suppose to" then I smile. I missed that place where I knew I was save, where my opinions where listen. The world that I own, but I can't go back, I can barely see it. Some people say that you dream when your a kid, and when you grow up those dreams become little, they turn in goals. If growing up means I have to leave that world behind, I don't want to grow up ever. I just my world to be fix but how. Maybe it has a problem, I could fix it. Next time I can, I'll go back and look for the problem, so I can fix it. I won't let my world die, not because of me, I'll do something, even if my life depends on it.

HEYYYYYY!!!!!!!, ARE YOU THERE???!!!! ARE YOU EVEN LISTENING TO WHAT I'M SAYING????!! I react, someone was screaming at me, it was the teacher. I guess I did when in a little road around my head. I need to get there, to forget, to remember, future and past. I need to escape from here, be my self, stop this lies. I get mad, because I'm drowning in my own glass of water, that is not even full. Where is that girl that I knew, she was active, always smiling, happy al the time, she never felt anger at someone, she was me, but 10 years ago. I really miss her and her thoughts. I need to find her right away. If I don't, I'm afraid that my world will die and sooner I'll be like them, I don't want to be like them, I want to be me again. I going to do something about me and my world.