I Really Don't Understand.

I really don't understand. Why? Is there a reason for humans to have feeling? Why can't we be more rational, more scientific? I hate feeling like I'm worth less. I want to become more like a rational person, but how if all I do, I do it base in how I feel. 

Some people can control there emotions, and others can't, we can control when we are mad. When feel the need to punsh someone but we don't because we can control that feeling of anger, but...Can you control either when your happy or sad, no. We can't control how we feel; but we can control what comes with the feeling. 

Real question I have, can we control when we love someone, because love, for me is the fusion of all feeling mix together. Even the most rational person can't control love, with love comes jealousy that is a mix of anger and sadness. With love comes the butterflies in the stomach, that's been nerves, been nerves comes from happiness and excitement. Love is good and all, but when that love turns in to sorrow and every little thing that comes from sadness and anger. For me is the worst feeling ever because is not been sad or depression is worst than that,...Is been in a situation that you can't get out of. I trust the feeling will get out. 

Ps.: But it looks like my friend disagree with me. She says feelings are what makes us humans. It's what makes us feel alive. That's why we hurt each other's feelings are a part of life that we are supposed to live with....but she all so liked this sentence “We can't control how we feel. But we can control what comes with the feeling.