I care to much:

I know is a bit of a weird theme to talk about but...I have many friends few true once and when I do find one of those true ones. I only want them to have the best in life, and I worry too much about them you could say I become there little guardian angel or devil anything they need in the moment, but always driving them to the good side. And when I lose one of them I freak out and I understand that they don't answer me, but if I try to look for them and no one  knows anything about them I get a bit worried and I act immediately.

Well just giving you an example, I'll tell you what happened to me today…

 I was in my house all day, I went out like 1 time, and it was to go pick up my cousin. Then when I got home I try to talk with a friend. She is one of the few true ones. I try, and try, but she didn’t answer, so I go to my other friend, and ask if she has talk to her today (she is also one of the few ones), and she told me that she try also talking to her, but she didn’t answer to her either. I try with another person he told me that she didn’t answer him either, so I was getting scared by every time everyone told that she didn’t talk to them. I thought maybe she just wants to have her time alone, but I understand if she told someone. Well what happen is that I live literally like 5 minutes away her and that’s walking, so I was making a plan to go see her tomorrow. In that same moment I was thinking going to see her, my aunt comes to my door, and asks me “Do you want to go out to get Yogurt?” I said “Yeah why not”. I went to the car and I saw my cousins. I went all the way in my phone trying to see if anyone had talk to my friend. NO ONE, this was getting scary (for me at least). I told my cousins and one of them had the phone of one of my friend, friends. She call her friend and nothing the person didn’t knew anything about her. Then the other cousin of mine started laughing at me, because I was exaggerating the situation, and yes maybe I was but is better exaggerating the situation to not worry at all. My aunt notice that I was worrying a bit too much, so she said “Fine, we can go to her house, but fast” and she stop at my friend house. I ask her dad if she was in there, he said “Yes, I’ll call her hold on”. I felt so relieved when he told me that, because that meant she was fine. She came out of her house and explain that her phone didn’t work well the battery of her phone, and that she was getting a new battery on Tuesday. I told her that I was worried about her, and so other people because she didn’t answer the phone. After that I got home and told the other that she was okay. Then I realize that I was worrying to much she was save and sound in her house, but I know that even if I realize that, that I wasn’t going to stop worrying about my friends and that’s what make me, me I worry to much and they know it so…if they are okay with it why should I, and even if they aren’t okay with it I’m okay with because it’s what make me, me.

 

P.S. – Thanks for taking your time and reading hope you have a wonderful day or a wonderful night, and never forget be yourself. ;)  Hope To See You Again.