Sunday, May 3, 2015

Cut's?

Cut's? Why? 
Is easier to...
To what? 
I don't know. Maybe...
 Maybe what? 
I don't know!
You have to know why. Is your body don't do this to it.
Is the only way out.
Out from where? 
From myself, from the darkness in me!
There is another way out.
But is there another way in? 
What do you mean, another way in? 
Sometime you think is to let the pain out. But it also works to feel alive, or to punish yourself.
You don't need to punish yourself for anything. Don't do this, you can talk to me, if you want. I'm here. You don't understand that when you do this, your not just hurting yourself. We worry about you, more that you think. 

This is what's happening in my head lately. Fellings fighting with my brain, and my body. At the end I just cry. Sometimes I don't even know what to do. Am I the crazy one, or this is normal. Who can say what's real, what's not, what's crazy, and what's normal.

Are you ok? 
Yeah. 

Please never ask this. Because me and many peoples answer will be, yes I'm ok. Just because of the facts that OK is part of the word brOKen. 

Is this going to last forever? 
No. Don't worry this is a normal face of your life.
Really, this hurts. 
Yeah I know just hold on. 
I'll try. Do I need help?
Do you need help? 
I think I do. But i won't ask.
Why? 
Because I know I can do this by myself. 



I wish you, the better. Hope your years will be easier. Have a happy life. And remember I love you. And they love you. 



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