Really, in this event?

Hey...

You know what I just realize. I went around my house and I saw that I have all my cousins in at least one picture, but then I saw something weird. We are missing someone. My youngest cousin, I don't have a picture of her, not even a little one.

And I saw her today, she is 10 years old is going to be 11 this year. I saw here in my grandfathers office, with her mom, and my aunt (well my other aunt) I was coming back from shopping with my grandma. I told her I was going to an event this Saturday 23/may/15, and she said that she wanted to go, and that one of her friends was going to be there. I said, "Yeah why not" but then I realize that I was going to be her babysitter, and sorry, but I'm not up to that. I still love her, she is family, and if she wants to come she can. I just wanted to let her know that I was going to be around people my age and that if I was going to babysitter, she could go far away from me.

 She was going to be hanging out with teenagers from 15 to 17 or maybe 18 and she is just 10, also she has a big attitude, and I really don't want trouble. At the end I couldn't tell her, I told her that she was welcome to come with me and my friend. Even thought I wanted to tell her.

My mom gets home and she ask me why I invited her to the event. I told her because I wasn't going to say no, and she wanted to go. Now is like 10:36pm and I saw my bucket list, that is in the table. I left the #10? with a  question mark on it, because I didn't knew what to put in that one at that time. When I see the number 10 I see that my cousin wrote, "Going on a trip with my cousins" and "Viaje con primas" same but in Spanish. I saw it, and then I started looking for her in one of our pictures around the house and she is not even in one of them, her brother, yes, but not her. I feel bad for her and all. But this is the one event I really like the most.

If she goes, I'll just tell her how it's if your going you can't get away from me. And if you want to buy something to let me know first.(you never know what your buying, and what it means, in this kind of events) I'll see, whatever it happens I'm cool with it, well kind of. It's normal for us at least teenagers. right.

P.S - Thanks for passing by and I'll see you next time. Hope you have a wonderful day and a wonderful night.